dam it i have had enuff of being all moany n groany. screw the shit this world brings cos i m gonna juz live thru it.
ytd was AQ.....we did bad tis yr. our teams got 40+ n 90+ position.....which is really bad compared to previously.....o well we tried our best n tts wad seriously matters
GO 2nd COY!!!!!!
tho this does present a problem....tt means the nco council muz work super hard to make sure we get jm gold
we want to leave a legacy.....bt it muz b a GOOD legacy.
apart frm it seems nxt wk is e las sec4 parade...
after tt, its all NCO council 2008.
juz hope we dun screw up....even tho things seem to be a bit problematic at this point...we muz get thru!!
ltr goin for aep project...cos of tt muz skip church =.=
BLEARGH i forgt smtin really impt.
on fri ws sports dae.
as usual 3quarters of the sku tot it ws a waste of time....no1 ever really takes sports dae seriously...unless they r competing of cos. 3g left early cos we gtg to some puppet show thingy organised by miss neo.
went to kasidet's hse with a few other guys to shower thr. WALAU his hse is super big nia, i think even bigger than kc's first floor AND TT IS SAYING ALOT.
ltr chiong to the show at national library. zz some CERTAIN ppl style their hair so long =.= hai we almos lte sia.
the show ws DISTURBING. i m nt gonna sae anything hre cos i dun wanna get sued or anything bt i really rather hv not watched it.
oya n i gt a bad headache =.=
morale: 45%
feeling: headachy headache
Naive
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
anthr long-left-out post
dam its getting hard to even come online my parents keep looking over my back to c if i m doin my hw =.=
las few daes hv been really dull.....nthin fills the daes cept hw hw hw etc.
tis is basically a random post cos i dun really hv the heart to sae anything rite nw.
tmr is sports dae, folowing tt we hv to go for sme stupid play organised by english teacher. not like we need anything mre. we juz dun hv much time to waste anymre. sat is bb AQ. at least i tink we get to slp in much ltr den usual. GO 2nd COY!
sunday i hv to chiong aep project. ARGH.
i juz took a look at some stuff n i realised tt i TOTALLY forgot about joy n linc bdae =X
it might b 1 mnth lte.....bt Happy Bdae!! ><
on 2nd tot i might hv wished em bt forgotten.....grrr my memory is filled with chemical equations n algebra tis daes =.=
i juz realised....i dun hv a purpose for life....wad m i doin down hre anyways?
morale: 50%
feeling: no feeling....
Ocen (hereafter known as Naive)
las few daes hv been really dull.....nthin fills the daes cept hw hw hw etc.
tis is basically a random post cos i dun really hv the heart to sae anything rite nw.
tmr is sports dae, folowing tt we hv to go for sme stupid play organised by english teacher. not like we need anything mre. we juz dun hv much time to waste anymre. sat is bb AQ. at least i tink we get to slp in much ltr den usual. GO 2nd COY!
sunday i hv to chiong aep project. ARGH.
i juz took a look at some stuff n i realised tt i TOTALLY forgot about joy n linc bdae =X
it might b 1 mnth lte.....bt Happy Bdae!! ><
on 2nd tot i might hv wished em bt forgotten.....grrr my memory is filled with chemical equations n algebra tis daes =.=
i juz realised....i dun hv a purpose for life....wad m i doin down hre anyways?
morale: 50%
feeling: no feeling....
Ocen (hereafter known as Naive)
Sunday, March 30, 2008
no title
i havent posted 4 a really long time.......reasons will cme ltr.
has been a really busy wk...hw, projects, field trips, bbq logistics, bb week madness, sq ldr duties, tests, lectures.....
smtimes i juz feel e world is goin upside down.....which will make it the 1000++ time it has been so in a very short while....
Lets sae a bit abt ytd. first dae of "council takeover" we more or less screwed up the parade =.= apparently our drill was so bad tt the officer dint even bother with e unform check. our muster parade went totally mad....argh
as a squad ldr....can b quite frustrating. i m nt really close to the sq 5 sec1/2 (n vice versa) so thr ws a bit of uncomfortableness.....
afterwards had short meeting....den chiong to tuition....after which chiong bac to sku.....n got rdy 4 bbq at fernwood(sherwood?) towers
b4 e bbq itself got anthr meeting, tis time with leo. he once again told us we wre screwing up e camp (yes, we r) and he gav us our expectations.....for camp as well as NCOs...
den sq reshuffle.....frankly i dun really c too much a pt for this, i mean especially 4 e sec1s, its like they juz got to knw e othr ppl well frm their sq and nw they are broken up again.....even for sec2s n 3s, and even btw levels....its quite painful. thr wre a few sad ppl afterwards.....many sqds got totally disassembled.
it will b really hard to tell my new sq members tt.....some of their best frens...wnt b with em anymre...
S = s^h(p)A x p(C) + 3log R^10 x 9.87^16
-> D/M/B
Stress=school^homework(project)AEP x position(CCA) + 3log relationships^10 x 9.87^16
-> Death/Madness/Barney
Finally...ok tis isnt a very big pt. the reason why i hvent posted in a while.
i hv been recently banned frm e computer again...
it is really starting to get on my nerves.
It has been proven...time n time again.
It dosent matter does it? no matter how much i try, it is nv good enuff for you.
Once upon a time, i tot i had found it. happiness. lookin bac, obviously, it ws juz anthr lie.
memories...why are they all painful?
is tt a smile? or juz pity?
i shld stop lying to myself....life isnt fair. it hasnt been. it probably nv will be.
it used to hurt so much....
nw it is juz numbing....but in a way, tts even worse.
Morale: 20%
feeling: juz...sad
Ocen
has been a really busy wk...hw, projects, field trips, bbq logistics, bb week madness, sq ldr duties, tests, lectures.....
smtimes i juz feel e world is goin upside down.....which will make it the 1000++ time it has been so in a very short while....
Lets sae a bit abt ytd. first dae of "council takeover" we more or less screwed up the parade =.= apparently our drill was so bad tt the officer dint even bother with e unform check. our muster parade went totally mad....argh
as a squad ldr....can b quite frustrating. i m nt really close to the sq 5 sec1/2 (n vice versa) so thr ws a bit of uncomfortableness.....
afterwards had short meeting....den chiong to tuition....after which chiong bac to sku.....n got rdy 4 bbq at fernwood(sherwood?) towers
b4 e bbq itself got anthr meeting, tis time with leo. he once again told us we wre screwing up e camp (yes, we r) and he gav us our expectations.....for camp as well as NCOs...
den sq reshuffle.....frankly i dun really c too much a pt for this, i mean especially 4 e sec1s, its like they juz got to knw e othr ppl well frm their sq and nw they are broken up again.....even for sec2s n 3s, and even btw levels....its quite painful. thr wre a few sad ppl afterwards.....many sqds got totally disassembled.
it will b really hard to tell my new sq members tt.....some of their best frens...wnt b with em anymre...
S = s^h(p)A x p(C) + 3log R^10 x 9.87^16
-> D/M/B
Stress=school^homework(project)AEP x position(CCA) + 3log relationships^10 x 9.87^16
-> Death/Madness/Barney
Finally...ok tis isnt a very big pt. the reason why i hvent posted in a while.
i hv been recently banned frm e computer again...
it is really starting to get on my nerves.
It has been proven...time n time again.
It dosent matter does it? no matter how much i try, it is nv good enuff for you.
Once upon a time, i tot i had found it. happiness. lookin bac, obviously, it ws juz anthr lie.
memories...why are they all painful?
is tt a smile? or juz pity?
i shld stop lying to myself....life isnt fair. it hasnt been. it probably nv will be.
it used to hurt so much....
nw it is juz numbing....but in a way, tts even worse.
Morale: 20%
feeling: juz...sad
Ocen
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Easter...
Its Easter!!!!!!!!!!
Let's forget the easter bunny and the chocolate eggs for a while shall we.....
dun EVER forget the reason for Easter Day....
YOU DIED AND ROSE AGAIN
ok....
got a splinter in my thumb =.= i tink i pulled out part of it bt nt sure if e rest is still inside.....argh STUPID CHOPSTICKS!!!!!!
kinda reminds me of the time a glass shard stabbed into my foot =.= painful memories.....
i FINALLY finished my a maths holiday hw!!!!!!!
(tt is....if u considered half of the questions blank finished....hey i dint knw how to do em k!?!)
Aep....leavin yihong to do again =.= feel guilty...bt o well i m BUSY afterall......
o DAM i juz rmbred...2mor chinese oral!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
*faints*
morale: 40%
feeling: thumb goes *throb throb*
Ocen
Let's forget the easter bunny and the chocolate eggs for a while shall we.....
dun EVER forget the reason for Easter Day....
YOU DIED AND ROSE AGAIN
ok....
got a splinter in my thumb =.= i tink i pulled out part of it bt nt sure if e rest is still inside.....argh STUPID CHOPSTICKS!!!!!!
kinda reminds me of the time a glass shard stabbed into my foot =.= painful memories.....
i FINALLY finished my a maths holiday hw!!!!!!!
(tt is....if u considered half of the questions blank finished....hey i dint knw how to do em k!?!)
Aep....leavin yihong to do again =.= feel guilty...bt o well i m BUSY afterall......
o DAM i juz rmbred...2mor chinese oral!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
*faints*
morale: 40%
feeling: thumb goes *throb throb*
Ocen
Saturday, March 22, 2008
sat
go sku 4 bb....a bit early saw tamil ppl thr i tink they gt function or wadever.....
1st got admin leo told us wad each nco position has to do n stuff like tt
den de AGM (annual general meeting 4 those who dun knw..)so we wre all given our future posts......
LOL gratz IAN for being CSM...
gratz TIM for being chairman (well....a bit obvious)
and every1 else 4 wad eac of them got....
me.....
i hv become a chunin =.=
.....was a bit shocked coz officers said i wasnt de squad leader kind....bt o well....it shld b interesting to run a squad T_T
however....it seems tt thr will b a squad shuffle....zzz i will hv to go collect home numbers etc of my future squad members again...
squad leader 101:
Welfare welfare welfare!
Take care of your boys.
Firm we must be...
lol i juz made tt up.....a bit vulgar bt it helps me rmbr
morale: 50%
feeling: hmm....
Ocen
1st got admin leo told us wad each nco position has to do n stuff like tt
den de AGM (annual general meeting 4 those who dun knw..)so we wre all given our future posts......
LOL gratz IAN for being CSM...
gratz TIM for being chairman (well....a bit obvious)
and every1 else 4 wad eac of them got....
me.....
i hv become a chunin =.=
.....was a bit shocked coz officers said i wasnt de squad leader kind....bt o well....it shld b interesting to run a squad T_T
however....it seems tt thr will b a squad shuffle....zzz i will hv to go collect home numbers etc of my future squad members again...
squad leader 101:
Welfare welfare welfare!
Take care of your boys.
Firm we must be...
lol i juz made tt up.....a bit vulgar bt it helps me rmbr
morale: 50%
feeling: hmm....
Ocen
Friday, March 21, 2008
well....
well.....its good friday. i m nt gonna sae anything really sermony or anything.....but......
guys n gals. when u r havin fun enjoying ur extended weekend....always rmbr wad gd friday really means.
Amazing Love
How can it be
That You My King Should Die For Me?
morale:40%
feeling: moderately calm
Ocen
guys n gals. when u r havin fun enjoying ur extended weekend....always rmbr wad gd friday really means.
Amazing Love
How can it be
That You My King Should Die For Me?
morale:40%
feeling: moderately calm
Ocen
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
dam
Zomg seems tt my blog's html is screwed....forgiv thr nt being music until i figure tis out ><
Ocen
*edit* i tink it is working now...bt imeem dosent work 4 sme reason so i m using iwebmusic
Ocen
*edit* i tink it is working now...bt imeem dosent work 4 sme reason so i m using iwebmusic
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